Tonight I spent my evening at a friends house with my two best friends, we got a Chinese take away and had drink and chocolate. It was good to just have a nice evening and spend time with them and chat, it's been such a long time since I last saw them together and we got to speak properly, so I'm happy now.
I love these two, Fern and Martha, they are the two people who are there for me most and they will always look out for me no matter what the situation. It's great to know that I have two such amazing friends. When I go to university I don't know what I will be able to do without them. It has taken me so long to be able to be myself around them, even them I can be awkward and stuck for conversation with them. I don't know how I will be able to make friends like that again at university, I'm too socially awkward and I am way to bad at making conversation, I will end up spending most of my time in my room worrying and being lonely, I already know it. I hope there will be someone nice in my house that I can at least talk to.
Anyway, the highlight of my night was going on omegle and having a laugh, messing around and generally just enjoying ourselves. We meet and spoke to a few nice people on there, there rest were all about the penis or the boobs, but it was still funny and I'm glad I went out tonight. It's put me in a good mindset about myself for a while.
Sam.
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